Monday, January 1, 2007

Male Masturbation Fantasies

All of my fantasies involve male masturbation. All of them. I never fantasize about interacting with a lover - I totally enjoy sex in the real world, but in the fantasy realm, I am almost never there in the fantasy (does anyone else have this sort of fantasy theme going on? Post a comment and let me know...)

I am almost always a passive observer in my fantasies. And almost always, I am passively observing a man masturbating. And to add a bit more to what some might call the monotony of my fantasies...the person in my masturbation fantasies is almost always the person with whom I am involved.

What gives? Hahaha

But why look a gift fantasy in the mouth, I suppose! If it works for me, then it works for me.

Many times the subject of my fantasy will be something that my boyfriend (current masturbatory subject) has told me turns HIM on. I've wondered, could it be a once-removed sort of thing? Such as, the mind categorizes certain things as "turn-ons" early on, and neglects other things...and so, later in life, have I come to only be able to be turned on by "new" things, if removed from them - in the form of fantasizing about watching someone else get turned on by these things?

Two fantasy subjects that were new to me with my current partner: transexuals and violence. You'll never meet him, so I can tell you all that he is into these things. Now, I would never, ever fantasize about either of the subjects, with my own mind. But fantasizing about HIM fantasizing about these things? Or fantasizing about him engaging in fantasy scenes involving these things? Sure, that does it for me!

Well gosh, I need a flow chart just to figure this all out. But then again, I suppose I don't need one. Analysis is rarely sexy. So, I'll just close my eyes and think about the last thing he told me he jerked off to, and I'll do it too. I mean, how else could I ever enjoy a violent tranny fantasy on my own?

Catholic guilt, Bah! My brain can and has run psychoanalytic circles around any Catechism instructor!

Ally
May I Cum?

9 comments:

fred said...

This post is so kinky! I'm masturbating to the thought of you masturbating to the thought of your boyfriend masturbating!

The Masturbatrix said...

The more people who get involved, the sexier it is! Now I'll go masturbate to the thought of you masturbating to the thought of me masturbating to the thought of my boyfriend masturbating...

Anyone else want to join the mental circle jerk?? Come on, it's fun!

Specialist said...

Are you serious?

Masturbation is an awful addiction, and your trying to lure people into your little spider web of a game.

Check it out sweet cheeks.

You need to get out of this fantasy world your living in and try to get some help for it. I know I got my own issues to deal with, so let's make a deal, we both can get some help for our situations.

This whole blog is ridiculous.

Although, maybe we can talk sometime and share our differentiating views. Whatever is going on in that mind of yours, anyways.

See ya.

The Masturbatrix said...

For some people, masturbation is a serious addiction. For many more, masturbation is a healthy and pleasurable activity.

The issue with anything to which some people are addicted, is: should we remove the potentially addictive substance all together, just because a small number of people have a tendency toward addiction?

In the event that the potentially addictive substance/activity is, in and of itself, NOT harmful, then my personal opinion is no.

There are certain things which are inherently "bad" - heroin, for one. It cannot be argued successfully, that there are those who can enjoy a healthy, recreational, occasional dose of heroin, therefore leading to the argument that heroin SHOULD be readily available and legal.

Then there are substances or activities that are enjoyed by the large majority, in a healthy and positive and sometimes life-sustaining way: sex, food, entertainment, gambling. It is not the responsibility of the casino, the restaurant, the movie and sports industries, or the pornography industry, to police the activities and consumption of their product or service by those who cannot or will not control their own behavior.

Responsible business owners put safety mechanisms in place: self-exclusion lists at casinos, or warning labels on tobacco and alcohol products, for instance. In the interest of responsibility, I have a similar mechanism in place: for those whose masturbation activities have reached the "no longer fun" point, we have a self-exclusion list of our own, and will gladly temporarily or permanently ban any person who wishes to have some assistance with eliminating the temptation from their lives.

I have no problem doing this, and have taken it upon myself to suggest such a self-exclusion, to the occasional individual in whom I recognize these self-destructive behaviors.

I consider myself to be an ethical pornographer, after all.

But I do thank you for sharing your views on my blog, and I encourage you to post any opposing thoughts - debate leads to the development of a sharp and well rounded mind.

Regards,
Ally

koo said...

I'd love to jerkoff to this thought. A girl that likes watching her guy is soo hot. Ally are there more of you out there? Please tell me yes...hehe...mmmm

The Masturbatrix said...

Yes, I am surprised that it comes as such a surprise to some of you, that there are lots of women who LOVE to watch guys jack off. I know from talking to my girlfriens, that I am not the only one.

have some balls, ask your woman to watch you jack off! I bet she'll be at least curious...

Ally
Cockstroking Phone Sessions

Handyman said...

My therapist and I talk about my masturbation habit alot in sessions and what it means. For some reason just the thought of talking about it with her just turns me on. And she's not attractive at all. I'm not sure whether I'm turned on by the psychoanalysis of it or just talking about it. I do read alot of books about masturbation, mostly analytical and psychological. Freud would have a field day with me. Thats why I like this blog. Its brain masturbation. Not "stroke it." "look at my boobs."

Beloved Console said...

This is fascinating, and I find your blog comforting. I fantasize about different things, but one of them is masturbating while a woman watches, or of her masturbating me.

But the thing that I do like you which is removed, is sometimes I pretend I am her, but she has a penis (mine) and as I'm masturbating the person who's hand is on her penis is actually mine, now third person, but I can feel the sensuality of her pending orgasm.

So it's like I'm in her body, feeling someone externally stimulate me and make me cum, and that person is me.

This is incredibly fun to do with people from work, in fantasy.

You're like, OMG, I'm really touching her balls, I mean, labia, and she's going to come and she likes the way I'm touching her she's so turned on, I know, because I'm inside her body right now.

It's weird, but it's freaking hot, to be touching someone at work or someone you saw at Starbucks that way.

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